Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Chota pack!

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I was awfully upset so I drove myself to a colony park and sat down on nearest bench with eyes closed, my innocent attempt to relax my nerves. A few minutes of silence, unknowing storm was on way to change my life forever. I just had a big fight with my girl-friend. Why women are so complicated! its simple impossible for man like me to understand them. Who else can fight on stupid things like; ‘You didn’t text me the whole day’, ‘You should tell me not to go’ (why on earth one will go to somewhere where they don’t want to go) blah blah!! I was sinking deep in my thoughts when all of sudden I felt someone was there with me. I opened my eyes and I saw a cute little girl sitting next to me with i-pod. I don't know why but I smiled to myself, she was busy in her own ( but women they do have sense of knowing they are being watched). That little version too caught me gazing her. Instead of returning a smile, she made a face and ignored me completely (see they are like ‘this’ since their birth).

‘Hello!’ I made an attempt to introduce myself which didn't help at all. She still was having ear-phones in head and was not even looking at me. I tapped her shoulder and she frowned.
‘WHAT!’ She said as if I disturbed her. (Silently I sat back realizing the fact that I fumble when its women before me).
‘I am sorry I disturbed you baby’ Instead of giving me a a curve called smile she frowned just like my girl friend used to do when she hate me for something.
‘ I am not a baby! ’ With a disapproval in her eyes she put back her headphone and brush off me. Ouch! yes ignorance hurts. I lowered my back and ease my self on bench when someone poked me. She was looking me with her beautiful eyes, studying me as if wants to know whole of me (my girlfriend studies me same way when we end up an argument).
‘ What you did? ’ I was looking her with surprise on my face frankly she asked me something that a stranger finds difficult to inquire from someone in first meeting. Her candid eyes were focused on me (so girly)
‘ What do you mean by that? ’ I liked talking to her. I guess its easy talking to strangers about issues you feel helpless with known ones.
‘ He sits the same way when he upsets me! ’ She raised her hand pointing a fingers to right most corner. I focus on corner where she pointed and saw a little macho young boy alone on a bench trying not to look us but still giving us glance after short intervals.
‘ Who is he? ’ I asked her.
‘ He and I were getting married but now we are not!!! ’ She gave him a glimpse with a corner smile and then turning her face to me (giving him a ‘get-lost’ signs). I was astound. All of a sudden someone patted my shoulder from back as I turned I saw same young boy she pointed standing at my back.
‘ Leave her alone! ’ Such a demanding, aggressive, jealous voice. He came in front pointing his little finger to me.
‘ Harry leave him he is not him ’ She defended me by making it clear I am not the same ‘him’ he hates.
‘ Whoever he is. Why he is talking to you? We aren’t talking to each other, this doesn’t mean you start talking to him or anyone. ’ His voice had entire worlds care, affection and jealousy. I couldn’t help smiling.
‘ Come lets go home. I will give you my all candies. Your mum asked you not to talk to strangers, they kidnap kids from parks. Remember! ’ I could sense all he wanted was to take his girl away from me and this entire world.
‘ But……

To Be Continued…

- unhinGed`

No-sense = nonsense!

saadi gali bhul k vi aya kro ji
sajna nu enna na satya kro ji
kadi saadi gali bhul k vi aya kro

and it kept on going in my ears while I finish my cup of milk and head to bed. High volume. Sometimes I hate this world well, only sometimes as rest of the times world is hating me!!!

- UnhinGed`

Monday, January 14, 2013

Exiled ~

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I feel being deported from land of LOVE, HOPE & PEACE. I don't know how many of you feel the same but things getting rough and tough after each passing days and its not the future I am afraid off but the inner me. Someone on whom I was dependent. Yes 2012 exhausted me, tore me apart but what to expect from 2013. I am like a shaken building who is standing still, standing strong but who knows from inside its rotten. Penning it all down seems impossible yet talking about it insufferable. New year was best for me, brought me hopes, chills and happiness but as I came back to home it was like I left something of me back there. Who said you fallen love with humans only. I was in heaven for 10 days and who knew I will be brought back alive on my feet happily from heaven. Call me back ! I cant stand here I cant live here not now, never again. Not after I took breath in heaven not for a sec but for days. I cant help humming ‘KHUDA ZAMEEN SE GAYA NAHEEN HAI’ because I know where I could feel my LORD…… I just cant wait to go back !!

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Monday, November 12, 2012

Thought#12 paragraph#3!!

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… And we are being used and we use people as much as we can. The core possibility of end of relationship is either excessive use of relation or may be no use of relation at all? Thought floats in brain or does anyone of them sinks even?? Loads of questions, unwanted thoughts, irritation inside. No place to go, no one to confront. I want death to come and free, spare me and let me go towards the real life. 

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Who is big?

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I am the smallest in family. All of them are big and they are always ready to recall that they are larger then me. I have 3 bhai and 1 appa. I love amma papa they let me use cell phone bhai and appa never let me. They think they know about laptop but they don’t know, I know about the password. They think little I think big so who is big? we sleep in one room so I know big and sab (everything). I know appa read novel chup chup k in course book I know big bhai tells sab kuch sotay way. 2 walay bhai 1 walay ka gel use in washroom raat ko chup chup k and take pictures. 3 walay bhai pee in his bed and change and subah ko say I did it. I know sab they dont knwo k I know so who is big?


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P.S (all is work of fiction)

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Me aur Barish <3

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Me aur barish akele thay. Asma’n pe wo jalwafigan thi aur zamen par main jalwagar. Har ik khush tha aur me, me muntazir. Suna tha main ne k ye barish jumood ka hai ayi qatl karne, umeed ka phir diya jalanay. Thakan zada har ik matti k na-khuda ki piyas bujhanay, magar hoa to kuch ye mukhtalif hai. Jo dikhtee’n hun nazar utha kar to tamam matti hai pani paani aur jo nazar jhukaon to manzar bilkul he mukhtalif hai. Me pyas apni bhuja to lun par zameen e dil par ye khoo’n ki lariyan abhi bhi halke halke sisak raheen hain.  Ye dheere dheere machal raheen hain, mujhe aur barish ko tak rahi hain…

- unhinGed ~

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Thursday, June 2, 2011

Mushkil batain!

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Amma kehti theen jhoot naheen bolte. Main ne poocha bhi ‘Amma! jhoot kia hota hai’. Kehnay lageen ‘Jiska wajood ho he na wo jhoot hai’, bas tab se aj tak main yaqeen o be yaqeeni k kaifiyat main dolte hoay zindagi naam k is bhayanak khooni samandar me hr ati jati lehron k saath dol ri hun. Amma ghalat to kehteen nahi theen par jo wo kehti theen wto aj hai he naheen mojood. Wo kehti theen ‘hum sab k oper bhi koi hai jo dekhayi naheen deta par hai’, magar yahan to har koi apne ap main KHUDA hai. Unhon ne sekhaya tha ‘Dost saath rahain na rahain dosti saath rehti hai’, par amma sach dosti hoi ya jhoot dost?
Jab hath main chot ayi thi tab patti karte hoay amma ne kaha tha ‘nazar anay walay zakhmon se gheray wo ghao hotay hain jo dekhte naheen’, to unki patti kiun naheen karta koi? Log jo dekhte hain, jo sunte hain wohi to wo mante naheen. To kia jhoot wo hai jo nazar naheen ata ya sach wo hai jo zahir hai…  Shayed Amma he mushkil batain karti theen…

 
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