Kash!

"Sid! tm ne calll ki thi? main bahar thi.."
"Han jani ki thi.."
"Kaho! kuch zaroori tha.."
"Naheen kuch khas naheen kiun kia hoa?"
"Woo tum kabhi call naheen kartay na isiliye main dar gai ke pata naheen kia hogaya"
"Tumahin ik baat batani thi.."
Mera dil taiz taiz dharak raha tha.. pata naheen wo kia soochay gi wo kia kahay gi.. Pata naheen kia sooochay gi
"Han to bolo? na"
"wo.."
Naheen main nahin keh sakta.. ussay kaise bataon ga? batana bhi to zaroori hai. Hhhhhhhh kia karon?
"heeeeeelllllllllloooo tum pagal to naheen hogaye ho kia barbara rahay ho?"
"naheen kuch naheen wo main... "
"Sid!"
"han?"
"Kia hoa hai?"
"Naheen kuch naheen tum batao bahar kahan gayeen theen ? shopping pe..?" Main ussay bolnay ke liye ik bara waseee topic de chuka tha ab usnay bolna tha or qam az qam 30 min tak meray bolnmay ka koi chance naheen tha or yehi main chahta bhi tha..

1 Ghantay baad!

"Suno!"
"Han! ? boliye.."
"Ab sharafat se bata do kia hoa hai.." wo bhi apne naam ki ik he thi...
"Kia bataon?"
"Yehi ke tum kiun pareeshan ho?"
"Main or pareeshan naheen to, main to naheen hon" Main ne talaya..
"Sid! bakwas band kardo or shuru hojao 1..2...3"
"Ik to yar tum (hehehehehehe) tum mujhe aise kehti ho jaise main ne kisi race main hisa lena hai 1..2...3 Keh to raha hon kuch naheen hoa."
usne kuch bola he naheen mujhe pata tha wo naraz hogayi hai..
"Phone rakhtay hoay bataonga"
"Pakka?"
"Han pakka!"
"Qasam khao.."
"Aby yar tum ye itni be-itebari mat dekhaya karo... kaha hai to batadonga.."
"Acha chalo phir phone rakhtay hain.."
"Itni jaldi.."
"Han tabhi to tum jaldi batao ge k kia baat hai.."
Bohat chalak thi wo.. hai na? phir bhi meri ..
"acha chalo batata hon"
"Han.."
"Wo.. bata don"
"Han na.."
"I.."
"han I...?"
"I love You!"
Main ne phone rakh dia...

"Sid! uth jao bnetta 9:00 baj gaye hain jana naheen hai"

Main ussay naheen keh paya kuch bhi.. Shayed phir kabhi keh paon.. Kash main ussay bata paon.. ke main ... MAIN USSAY PYAR KARTA HON!

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Dearest XX!

Sorry for late reply.. Um too tired things arent good at my side as usual.. i know you must be saying "I will dre be a day wen u say um perfectly fine?" but then you know NOBODY is perfect .. :D hehehehehe see my stubborness.. OK I ve list to tell you here I go,

1. I had a fyt with Lee

2. I got a digi-cam yeeeeeeeeeee! ;)

3. I am not gettng a cellphone changed no no! i am not sad as i told u no.

4. Aptitutes date has been anounced..

5. I missed you..

See few imp things atleast till 4 ;) they are!

I got to go dad calling.. you know his calls are so wild...

Love ya!

I.

P.s( 5th one is the most imp thing..)

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Dearest I.

What is wrong with you? why are you taking things in a opposite direction... I am saying what and you are replying me what... And I only smile on your confusions because you dont know your self..! thats the only thing.. I you are a unique person with a very different ideology, philosphy and priority for things in your lyf... Dear! dont understimate your-self.. for heavensake! giv d aptitute give interview and leave things on God as its you who told me .. how to trust GOD!

PS( i love pink colour)

& yes! I love you and i miss you too!

Loads of luv!

XX.

..

" tum kahan thay"
"kiun? kia hoa?"
" batao na kahan thay..?"
"yar shadi main tha.. hoa kia ?"
" suno! hoa kia?"
" kuch naheen!"
"cell kiun off tha?"
" battery down hogi.."
" hogi matlab? dono cells ki battery down thi?"
" problem kia hoi ye batao? "
" kuch naheen"

ting ting ting

" kia hai?"
"phone kiun rakha?"
" marzi meri!"
"baat naheen karni?"
" naheen karni!"
" pakka?"
" han naheen karni"
" theek hai mujhe bhi nahin karni"
" han han theek hai.."
" bilkul mujhe bhi naheen karni main phone rakh raha hun"
" bye"
" han bye"
" suno!"
"bolo"
"mat rakho na.."
"hehehehe kya yar tum bhi na..."

hameesha yehi hota tha ... wo akarti phir..... phir man jati..

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Dearest!

ya ya I knw in what you are busy... and stop acting as if you are really bothered... I know you callled but.. i am not recieving call from anyone got it? ANYONE.. and you.. just come back once and i am surely gonna kill you...

I got an interview call but.. um ot going there.. I think they will throw me out.. :( ( dont smile..) i know you do always smile when i am confused and you neva told me why you do such things..

a truth i wanna tell you is i miss you come bak... ok ok plzzzzzzzzzz ........ happy?

Bye!

I.

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Dearest I.
myy my are you mad? wen i mailed me i was taking tea ( i checked the tym even) listen this tym u did sumfin rong i am going to slap u and i reely mean it u got it? and i am in no more jokng mood neither i am chilling i was after tea busy in scheduled meeting or else i wud ve called u at ur home i knw i knw u switched off ur cell ( dare u smile!) i hate wen u do such things life ios not wat u think ... olright i know you are realistic but still gals are not tht realistic...
I love you!
Take care and for heavensake dont do nythng rong till i get bak!

& yes ilove the pink colour... :P

XX,.

My Last Letter For You!

Dearest (i dont want to write the name)!
I am a mentally unstable person i deny every single belief when I lose my faiths, beleives and relations.. Zindagi guzarnay ke apnay dhang or tareeqay hain meray mujhe dost ki kami hameesha se rahi hai shyed isliye ke main achi dost naheen hon par aj se i am in no more search of friendship i am quiting-off this task i am quiting off every task i was involved-in I am leacing internet my cellphone and every other possible way of commmunication with you i know you wont be reading this even!. kiun ke in sab se sirf mai effect ho raheen hon i am leaving you with whom with rest of your "FRIENDS" as you have many but i am again alone! I leave you on this note i loved you but... its not your mistake the mistake is again mine but ...... i know i am a person with loads and loads of "if's" and "but's"
Your's
I.

The Two Letters

Dearest Dad!
I'm sick of telling you both that this is my life I can handle it the way I want.
Tell me a way through which you people can get satisfied as you people are
making me nuts. I don't get i why are you making me pampered when i dont
want to be. I know you do care for me but care in this way .... Ahh! i which i
could afford this..I am leaving this house for .. may be for few hours.. days
... or for few weeks. I am going out of town with friends and tell Mom! I
robbed some money from her bag, pay her back if you can. Don't call on my
mobile as by this you'll only waste my time. Do take care of yourself.
P.S (I Love You! )
Yours,
ANNA!
2.2.2020

I saw my daughter's letter lying on table when I came back from a formal dinner. I hurried to her room but she was no-where. She was gone, I came back and saw my wife who was holding letter staring it and she was crying hard. As she saw me she came to me with letter in her hands.
"Why.. why she did this with us? what made her..?" She was asking me same questions i was having in my mind but there was no one who can answer I sighed!
I hugged her as this was the only thing i could do. Her head placed on my chest and my shirt was getting wet with her tears I dont know how to stop her from crying it was hurting me..
"You know why she did this?" She asked in low voice as low as a whisper
"Why?" I had to ask no!?
"Because I did the same" Her words.. the made me completely shocked as i was totally unaware of it.
"WHAT!.. when?" It was surely unbelieveable
"When i was of her age.." he said with a guilt in her voice as she moved away from me.. She walked towards the closet and when she came out she was holding a piece of paper
"See this" she said
It was letter similar of what my daughter wrote!

Dear Mom & Dad!
I'm going out-of city for 15 days took money from mom's closet. You people
will get worried so I'm leaving this letter for you both. I'll be fine dont worry
few friends are with me & yes..! for heavensake dont go and search who they
are .. please! I hate you people's investigations. I'm an adult I can take a
good care of my own. Mom! please dont get panic and dont try my cellphone
although it is with me but calling you people wil ruin everything..
(I LOVE YOU & Take care)
Yours,
Moulie!
22.09.2008

I was speechless, "what to say" was something I was definately unaware of.. Both the letters were in my hands.
"Your daughter did what you did or I should be saying she repeated the history but what is my fault? why she did this with me?" These were few questions I wanted to ask her but i couldn't as i was not sure of what is wrong what was right.. but if history repeats itself why it didnt repeat my history??