Hmm

I pass that road daily, each day with sleepy eyes and groggy. Today but was an odd day neither I could nor I could take my eyes off from the road. Quickly we were heading towards are destination  but with every single object pass the urge of discovering the emotion called ‘LOVE’ hit me deep down with intensity. I have been known as THE FEELINGLESS person in history from some very close people. I wont be saying there statement doesn't matter to me but yes, they no longer effects me. OK! so we were discussing some love things. I am certainly not sure why certain feeling of knowing LOVE hit me this morning but yes! I enjoyed noticing things that I never did previously .. :)

- illusiOn ~

:(

I have been trying hard to write something, but it seems quite impossible for me now as things are hard to control. Schedule of mine seems to out of hand. The life is totally changed. Its nothing like I am unhappy or something, its just that I am way too busy in different things. Totally different surrounding, way different courses, rules, materials ah!

I want to write but I don’t have single idea what to write..

 

 

-illusiOn~

ah!

Ahh so the tough schedule is on. After so many days of ease now my tough days started. So much to do, so much work.. ahhh.. I want to write yes! but then I am left with no choice. but I really miss all my blog friends..

A late Welcome..

Its been long since i walk away from blogging without any reason perspective or a date of return. But I had to return with no choice left. So, year 2009 passes with many sad and happy memories, taken away loads with it and leaving me behind. 2009, if I start counting what I loss I will forget what achieve. From Tainted love to Alpi & Andi it filled my heart and my needs, A writer is always pleased by the characters that not only magnifies its readers but also they in for a long. I regret my grand mothers death yes! i lost two very precious gifts of Allah both at the very start and the very of 2009. I always loved the way i see things but 2009 changed me a lot. I am pleased to see my reflection today as not only its better but its also enlarged. Alot of phases that I have been through opened enclosed chapters of reality. With whatever happened I am happy to welcome 2010 ..

- illusiOn~